I miss That....

Everything is become bad when I thought about that...
I miss something...
Something that I've lost...
I don't know why, but it's so pinching me...
I am tired with it...

Actually, I hate this feeling. It's dangerous. I know...

But, I don't want to stop that...

maybe, I was so brave but maybe I was so fool...
Just a moody thing in my life...

I don't know what's the final decision...
I m too busy to think about that.
I don't care and I refuse that...
But, How can I do if the real fact, I can't refuse that...!